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The Moth
I light up my internal light before being lit up by artificial ones.
I can be attracted so irresistibly to the light that I end up burning myself. Because of that, I am here to remind you that chasing external light—rather than nurturing your own inner light—can greatly harm you.
When you crave external recognition, validation, fame, or social ascension, you may forget who you are or what is really important.
So, if you are currently seeking external validation or a spotlight, you may want to press pause and take the time to learn to value and recognize yourself first to reconnect with your truth.
I follow my soul’s beam of light.
When transforming from a larva to my winged state, I go through a transformation so intense that it could be called a resurrection. To grow wings in my cocoon is no walk in paradise. It requires effort and can be painful at times.
You may face a similar challenge when going through a massive transformation. You may want to give up at times, go back to your larva state, or wonder when it will all end.
Know that the transformation is worth it, even if the transition can be uncomfortable at times. So trust your soul’s light; it guides you to a place where you can spread your wings fully.
I celebrate in myself that which I see in others.
When leaving a bright room, my eyes take ages to regain their night vision. Therefore, I stay close to the light as darkness feels frightening to go back to.
Likewise, you may encounter inspiring or brilliant people and might want to surrender to their ideas, guidance, or advice instead of becoming your own master.
It is easy to delegate the responsibility of your life to others who seem to have it all figured out.
However, you want to be careful to be inspired rather than blinded by their light. The qualities you see in these people are also within you. Therefore you want to take the time to grow your inner light so that you won’t fear your shadow.
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A Moth feeling...
A MOTH FEELING…
Sometimes healing, clearing, and cleansing takes on a different density.
While the butterfly always followed me over the past decade. For the last few days, the Moth spirit (or night butterfly) has joined me every evening, and I feel that I have just truly entered a cocoon to grow my wings. And it is messy!
I have cleared and cleansed before.
I have healed, and I grew.
All that to get to the next stage of an experience that I have no visibility on, not even a shred of insight.
That may feel like a long walk for nothing, a vain quest…
Yet I know it is the way and that I can trust the process.
But even if I know this from my soul, my humans struggle to let old attachments loose.
🦋 The desire to be reassured (even if deep down I know all is right).
🦋 The hope to understand the plan (or to plan to regain a sense of control).
🦋 The fear that all is an illusion (even when a part of me is amused by the feeling that, yes, it is an illusion).
Surrendering to the present, to what is, without judgment or expectations about what I would hope the transformation would feel or look like, and accepting what I am going through and what I become with love and compassion.
Today, I am inside a cocoon, growing wings, legs, and a body that may look exactly like the previous one from the outside or that may look different. I let myself unfold and discover my essence while gently releasing the mental chatter of judgment, expectations, and projections (the one I am conscious about) to discover the beauty of a transformation process.
It is messy.
It is physically painful (but for others, it may feel emotionally or mentally).
Emotions are swirling around me, shuffling the shred of past wounds or trauma.
My main job is not to let myself back into the very well-crafted illusions of emotional swirls and body pains so that I can finally see what invitation to grow is currently present for me.
Only then can I get out of the cocoon and embrace my next experience in this life.
Be brave, dear MOTH out there. We are making a beautiful journey, and it is worth the commitment and perseverance.
With all my love